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louis is going down as one of the characters of all time btw. there's something about characters who are so deeply repressed in every facet of their lives continuously fighting for happiness, yet ultimately unable to achieve that happiness because they've denied themselves for so long that they no longer know what they actually want vs what they've convinced themselves to chase.

and it's fascinating, because that's so clear in the way that louis conceptualizes happiness by fighting for the things previously denied to him; the spectre of his perceived failures as a human haunt him and preclude the possibility at any new lease on happiness in the future. he wants to buy the fairplay because he links success with respect, and respect with fulfillment: the idea that as soon as his (white) peers are forced to admit he's a better businessman than them, he'll be happy. except he isn't happy, because there is no goal post at which point they'll accept he's smarter or more capable than them, and so instead he's forced back into a game that will never fulfill him, no matter how powerful or capable he becomes.

and then he tries to build a family, tries to surround himself with people who he can care for and who he can have a positive impact on, building connections for himself and bringing meaning to his life. which also doesn't work, because he's simultaneously haunting and haunted by his human family, and there's no way for him to reconcile what he's lost with what he's gained. he wants grace, and he could have grace, but he's spent his entire life knowing that every facet of himself is unacceptable to society, that he can't admit what he is without also being condemned for it. and it doesn't matter that grace isn't society, that grace would accept him - he is, to his own mind, an unacceptable thing. to admit what he is out loud could only lead to catastrophe, because to think anything less is dangerous to the very principles that allow him to exist.

and so instead of having grace in his life, he has claudia. and he can love claudia and he can adore claudia, but he can not find a connection to humanity in her, because she isn't and doesn't want to be human. he has, in his quest to find meaning and connection with humanity, surrounded himself with monsters.

and then he has lestat. lestat who, for all his grandiosity and hedonism and theatricality, is just as festering a pool of repression as louis is. he's a person who can be anyone, so long as anyone is someone who is seen and adored and wanted, because to be wanted is to be happy.

and so you have louis, a man who can't admit what he wants, because admittance is vulnerability, and vulnerability is death; and you have lestat, a man who needs to be wanted, because if you aren't wanted you're abandoned, and abandonment is a fate worse than death.

and then they both try to get happy.

now that i'm thinking about it, it would be so fucking funny if she is present during his interview. like, "no, my client will not comment on the libelous rumor that he kissed his mother with tongue." and in the middle of her saying this Lestat's tweeting some shit like, "imagine not kissing your mother with tongue. couldn't be moi."

everyone is rightfully excited about finally getting rock star Lestat, but where's the love for legendary human lawyer, Christine? procurer of such oddities as social security cards, and driver's licenses. without her, blondie could only dream of wasting his fortune on leather pants and body glitter. thank you, human lawyer Christine.

who are you, Louis

more iwtv tarot.

quite literally the first thing i thought of when i saw the original

it's slay or be slayed out here

romance is (un)dead

i think they would be friends

the absolute creature i become when i see this man-

I'm wheezing at those memes because I just finished and I'm not doing well on the head but this is so lestat and louis

Armand has way more boobs than me and now I'm SO sad

i mean on closer inspection what's romance if not starting a 10+ yr long relationship by kidnapping your sweetheart and forcing him into embracing a premure departure from life -wait.

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Armand, who was glued to his ipad for a whole season, curiously states the incorrect amount of nights spent in San Fransisco. Why would he do this? Sure, he could've forgotten, but I fear we need to seriously consider that he actually was referencing Five Nights at Freddy's.

Friend is watching iwtv. I can't say anything.

Armand saying "Vampires with hobbies? Insanity!" is so funny because, truly, have they considered that the reason all of them are so miserable is because they don't do anything? Like, girl! Work-life balance! You are not above the psychological need for enrichment!! Maybe your coven wouldn't mutiny you if they played tennis sometimes.

looks at you like that homophobic dog

girl who is so normal

Sleep Token x Devil's minion?

So uhh, I've tried to make my first edit so here ya go 🤲

San Fran Armand, my princess...🫶

Change of fandom = fanart!

I could not prevent it...

Are you asking, Maitre? No, Arun. I'm not asking.

Assad Zaman as Armand INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE | 2.05

well... about that...

The fact that Armand told Louis that Lestat abandoned him and Nicki should be sufficient indication that there is a big lie on Armand's part about his meeting with Lestat. He would never have abandoned Nicki.

Thinking about IWTV, as I often do, and I think for me Lestat is Claudia's mother, in a sense. There is a real toxic mother/daughter vibe to their relationship - both of them being jealous of each other over Louis' affection, how Louis begs Lestat to make Claudia a vampire - kind of analogous to a man pressuring his wife into having a child when she's the one who's got to actually go through the pregnancy. The fact they piss each other off in part because they're so similar - they dislike their own reflection in each other. But Lestat does love her, so deeply, but by the time he can actually get past all of that petty bullshit, it's too little, too late.